stpm results

So, results is out and everything went as usual la.
It's my motto to aim low and expect the worse so that One will never be disappointed.

My STPM results:
Pengajian Am----------> A-
BM--------------------> B-
Sejarah----------------> B-
Ekonomi---------------> C+
Pangajian Perniagaan--> C

I tell people, STPM is not hard if you study la...If you don't study then very hard la, LoL.

Rights, now I got to apply for Public aka Local Uni right?
I'm thinking of political science or law. Don't really know what can I do by learning political science but it sounds fun.

I got till the end of march to apply which course and which Uni. Then around May only, will I know whether I got into Uni.

Getting into a local aka public Uni in Malaysia is not so easy and it's only a 50-50% chance of getting into one by STPM. That's also one reason why not many people take STPM aka Form 6. It's because if they don't get into a public University then they officially just wasted one and a half years of their life!

Another fact of why people don't take STPM is that they have to go back to school...LOL. SChool Uniform, school bag, school book, school exams, school teachers, ect. Studying in Malay!

STPM is totally overrated...it's not really one of the TOP 3 hardest/toughest exam in the World.
It's all about revision and memorising. Same as anything education path la.

Why some people take STPM or Form 6? Well, it's the cheapest tertiary education pathway.

Actually I had a few more things in my mind just now but it kind of slipped away from me. It went by too fast. Just before I could put it into words, it disappeared. Haiz!

back for a while

I went to school today...finally! erm Zuraini ajak me go see school counselor la. I took my Muet results by the way...low band 4...yalor, I'm a fan of Manglish ma...The school counselor told me to choose Uni that is far from KL because Uni in KL susah nak dapat.

Thinking of Law, economy, business, wang dan bank, sains politik, psikologi, social work and communication.

dead scared of SMK SP

DANGEROUS SMK SRI PANTAI

The first week of school last year...was the stu*id prefect incident where he asked me "Kenapa tak pakai tudung?"...
This year first week of school...church bombings...Thank God I graduated from SMK Sri Pantai already...I tell you, last time the Ahmad case..where the BN aka UMNO guy saying all chinese n indians are pendatang haram....I was crazy scared to go to school you know! I think that time lower 6 not yet enter la so only one Indian and two chinese student in the whole school of about 1200 students. Giler la...damn scared u know...I dint want to come to skool.

This year if i was still studying there...I'm the only Christian student u know...Wah, lagi terrified la. I might just opt to stop STPM or don't go school till all calm down.

BTW Monday is our MUET results day... and U guess it correctly...I AM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TO COLLECT THE RESULTS...who knows what might happen. I'm dead scared u know! Just ask teacher to post to me or I don't collect yet la...wait till all these stu*id incidents pass safely to a harmony time :)

WHO KNOWS WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN?
THE ONE N ONLY CHRISTIAN STUDENT OUT OF about 1400 students

Bm1

BM 1.objective. 2pm-4pm.

Hard. I din know BM STPM paper, you must know/memorise tulisan Jawi. Teacher didn't teach or say anything about this also! SO, all the people who know Jawi writting got 1 question correct for free! How about all the non-Muslims who dono Jawi writing? It's crazy. I didn't even know Jawi writing was in our syllabus! I was like...WHAT THE!!!!!!

PA1

Pengajian AM objective paper. 2pm-4pm

The paper was hard! The paper was crazy. The only ones i could do was all the Penyelesaian Masalah...haha.

Tomorrow's paper is my last paper. BM...objective too.

I don't understand why the Ketua Pengawas was discriminating!
When I wanna keluar awal, she said I cannot take the question paper out cause the paper is sulit until the exam is over.
But when my other classmates go out early, she let them take the question paper ok!

Just because I'm chinese so I kena tahan from taking the paper out? This is unfair la wei!

Pengurusan Perniagaan 2

PP 2. 8am to 11 am

Paper was hard. But i managed to write all the stupid rationalizing I could come up with.
Of all the paper that I crap, this was the worst and crappiest crapping. I know the answer wrong also I just write so that my paper won't be blank. Crazy hard wei!
I finished one hour earlier and left the hall at 10 am. Sounds like a crazy kamikaze writing all the rubbish I came up with!

macro economy

Macro economy paper today. 2pm to 5pm
I tried to cram my head yesterday but my concentration level was like not working, i just couldn't focus.

Today the paper was do-able la, and I did an extra question and was left with 20 minutes extra. I was a bit surprised la cause my micro economy paper had not enough time ma, so I rush for macro la. I was also a bit surprised that I didn't do any graph...haha.

Macro had 4 sections...
Section A: objective, -eenie meenie mynie more- 30 tough questions. Only 12 questions was done confidently.

section B: I managed all 5 questions. Some with logic and some with facts and most with stuffs which were not in the syllabus...LOL

Section C: I did the 2 question which did not involve graphs

Section D: suppose to do 2 questions but i did 3 cause I didn't know which one I can score the best...hehe.

sej 2 and Microeconomy

Double paper again today.

Sejarah 2= Sejarah Malaysia, Asia Tenggara, Asia Selatan, dan Asia Timur
8 am to 11 am

Ekonomi paper 1 = Microeconomy
2 pm to 5 pm

Yesterday I read sejarah so much but didn't touch economy at all.
Today's Sejarah paper was tough la...Just crap all I could insert..haha.

Microeconomy was crazy loh. Section A, B , C and D.
Section A was objective la...so ok la.
Section B was ok...I did all 5 questions.
Section C was do-able. I did all 2 questions
Section D was crazy...I didn't manage to complete both questions. The graph was time consuming and not even half done.
Not enough time loh...

bm 2 and pp 1

I sat for 2 papers today.
Bm 2= essay, rumusan, alih bahasa, cari kesalahan bahasa 8am to 11am

PP 1 2pm to 5pm

BM paper 2........after I got into the hall and looked at the questions. I just wanted to walk out of the hall. But I stared at the paper for some time and then attempted the cari kesalahan and rumusan then I came back and wrote rubbish for the essay and finally I did the alih bahasa. I had 10 minutes to spare...waited for time to quickly tick away.

Pengurusan Perniagaan 1...I look at the questions and then prepared to sleep but then my conscience kept telling me not to give up so I die die also just crap all the best that I could. Finish and left with one more hour so I did an extra question and then got 30 minutes more. I left class early!

sej dunia and sej Islam

2pm to 5pm...3hours
Sejarah 1 = Sejarah Dunia and Sejarah Islam.

I read a lot yesterday. Today after I woke up, I tried reading more but I keep falling asleep. Once again I felt like not taking the paper.
I seriously don't know what's wrong with me.

Okies, the paper was a shocker! Nothing I studied came out...hahaha.
So, I looked at the clock and stared a few minute then I considered all the question and analyzed which one I can talk crap the most. It was really hard la. Squeezing my brains of any rubbish I could include in the 4 essay questions.

By God's grace I managed to not leave the papers blank...haha.

The man examiner with glasses which have thick black frames is really scary. He look at me, I look at him, he look at me, I look at him...haha, he might think I'm so suspicious and think that I copied or let people copy....haha, I wouldn't be surprised if he really suspends my results. He even talked to the main examiner and pointed to me with his finger and that main examiner looked at me.

Pengajian Am 2

STPM first paper for me today 8am-11pm (3 hours)

My first paper-Pengajian Am 2 was much better than I anticipated la.
I woke up feeling so low and drag myself to school. At school, I felt like just going back home and skipping the paper. I don't know why I felt that way. I never felt that way before in my life...haha, really feels weird!
But I didn't do that la, it would be a waste of time and effort in Form 6 loh.
I sat in the classroom just worrying...then when we begin, the questions were do-able la..but every time the examiner stood next to me, i would panic and lose the thread of ideas..haha. I think overall I can pass la :P

There was construction working noise and it was disturbing. Besides that, announcement to ask the STPM students to get into class was really killing me. I couldn't concentrate and of cause, the thread of ideas also stopped there for a while. The Muslim prayer shouting on the P.A. system during the STPM paper was reallly annoying and gave me headache. The school is really not a good environment for doing examination.

My teachers always said students don't have enough time to finish PA paper 2. But I managed to complete it with about 10 minutes to spare.

The essay part was ok but i am not sure if my answers are in the schema or not...haha. I was happy that at least I got points and included some rubbish on dasar PIP (IKS) and Tun Abdullah promoting pertanian and some science terms...haha.

I don't know why I couldn't come up with anything for nearly all the first option of Section A, B and C.
Section A, B and C, when I looked at the first option, I went blank...haha. So I did the second option la.

For section D, I only prepared for pie chart but there was no pie chart question and I started to panic. Then I read the questions la. The first option had a shorter title and I remember is % perubahan means the one we did during the STPM WPKL TRIALS :) Yay!

For Section E, both also was jadual. well, the first option had lesser years to compare so I did the first option..haha. I managed to include the 1998 kegawatan ekonomi serantau and Tun Mahathir pegging RM3.80 to USD1 :)

I'm really not sure if I menjawab kehendak soalan but I'm satisfied that I didn't leave anything blank :)

I am Appalled

I don't know why I really am surprised that my current school teachers are different. They encourage us to copy, they even teach us how to copy in STPM. They keep saying, JANGAN KEDEKUT ILMU, JANGAN SYOK SENDIRI MENJAWAB STPM.

It's really a cultural shock...teachers encouraging cheating in STPM. It really blows my mind! They tell us to write keywords in dark pen on extra paper or draw pictures and put the paper on the side of the table and then later crumple the paper and throw it.

These advises and "words of wisdom" coming from teachers where the school has prayers recital every morning, bacaan Ayat Yasin every thursday for 40 minutes, recite bacaan doa before every lesson starts, reading the whole Al-Quran activity and all those agama camps and doa selamat and ceramahs on Islam and all that religious stuffs.

To tell you the truth, I really wonder if all their religious actions are forced and just traditions-->Everything outer only but nothing happening internally. I am really appalled.

I'm so sorry if you feel offended, But this is really something that I cannot comprehend.

days

Tues was the last day of school Wed was the official day of the start of STPM but my first paper is on MON(23rd nov)...because my subjects are not on this wed nor thurs. There are no STPM subjects/papers on FRI.

thurs and fri(today) we went to school for extra class. Economy and History.
I'm nervous, about 2 more days and then My first STPM will start...

R U ready?

2nd last day

Last week was crazy... Mr Nanda gave extra class on Saturday and Sunday. 8.30am to about 4pm.
So full of notes and past year questions...most of the time, I was struggling to follow his pace...I'm a quite slow learner.

Today we changed class and arranged class for STPM. There was still studies too. After class, the upper 6 students had a small "jamuan"..."Doa Selamat"...Started by prayer then followed by Speeches by a few student rep and then speech by Teacher rep and then say Grace and then feast.

After the feast, ask for forgiveness and blessing. Salam with teachers and say sorry. They gave last words...All the girls cried except me. AFter that, the preuniversity students went around "salam-ing" and asking for forgiveness. We had to wash our own plates and cups initially but in the end only a few girls did the washing.

A rainy day today-morning, and evening. The rain was like cats and dogs so much that Mr Nanda had to compete with the rain to teach us...LOL.

I thank God it wasn't raining like that during MUET listening...haha.

Tomorrow is our last day in school.

Wednesday is where Spm and STPM officially starts but my first paper starts next Monday.

MUET reading, writing, listening

OKi, now I'm gonna blog about my Malaysian University English Test(MUET) which was today.
3 papers almost back to back.
The Day started with us assembling in the hall and our MUET teacher-->Ms Wong lectured us or gave us last minute remember-to-do things... I was like "Let's get this done and over with as soon as possible! Come on la teacher, morning morning already give lecture ar?" Feeling so frustrated why time went by so slow. The interval between each paper was 30 minutes.

Then our first paper was 45 objective questions-->Reading component. 26 questions out of 45 questions I was not too sure of and I re-check my paper and spotted a wrong answer...just as I was about to change it, the examiner took my paper away :'(

So worried and frustrated. I wanted everything to end soon. We had 30 minutes interval but in reality only a 20 min rest cause must be in the hall 10 min before the paper starts. People were revising and chatting but I was so restless and stressed. I wanted to run or do some physical exercise, I couldn't stand sitting on the chair so I left my friends and went walking around the block and walked up and down the stairs too...

The next paper came...Writing component! I have always hated report writing and in school we always practiced 2 or 3 stimulus but todays paper was only one stimulus. So I dreaded it all the more and just wrote rubbish.
However, Question 2 was a fun one to do as it was an open essay. "People commit crime for selfish reasons. Discuss. You should write at least 350 words"
I really enjoyed writing this essay that I wrote at least 500 words..LOL
I was kinda lost as no instruction was given by the invigilator...Can I begin? What to write on the "Tahun" and where to write the question number...and things like that, so I just used some common sense and did what I thought was correct...lalala, in my own world.

After the exam, I realised that my answer was not as normal people would answer so I got scared...I just pray and hope that I won't get a closed-minded examiner. Please don't let it be a rural malay examiner. Let me have an open minded examiner. Please, please, please. Worried my time away.

Our last and final paper--> Listening. Part 2 and 3 was tough especially the final 2 questions. It was funny that as we were a bit disturbed by the other class's radio. My class started a bit late because we had to wait for a few candidates who were still eating...LOL-->Not enough break time :P
When our class started late but the other classes went punctually. So, during our minute of writing answer, we could hear a bit on what's going to come next...but sometimes it was hard when their radio clash with ours, where we had to really focus and block out the other classes' radio in order to pay attention to our radio.

After the Listening paper, we were given a "feedback slip" to fill up. I wrote "question 2 is an open question so i hope that the examiners are open minded too. It's good to finish all 3 papers in one day and so I hope we can get back our results earlier"

(Yesterday the invigilators came to school to check the classes and the radio. One of the radio was so soft so I protested. Then the invigilator said, "Bring a speaker la" LOL
I really brought a speaker today, I think Room 3 used my speakers. As the last paper finished, an invigilator called me "Ms Hilda"...I felt strange. My name on the MUET paper was HEW MUN FOONG and I don't recall telling her my name. Maybe she saw my name tag or maybe She did indeed know me...I felt like she looked like someone I know-->Ms Runa Wan from SUFES but I seriously doubt that it's Ms Runa Wan.)


Overall, the paper was okay, the invigilators were nice people but they were not clear and didn't give out instructions, therefore useless invigilators! I seriously think the interval between each paper was too short...Candidates have no time for brunch or break or to eat and etc. But it was indeed a very stressful day for me...the time was a mental torture for me. XP

Thus I end here. I'm aiming for a band 3 or 4. Band 5 is possible but I don't want to aim too high as I know that my English is not so good. Thankfully MUET is finally over!

friendship n trust!

Drama, drama, drama...that's what happened today at school. 2 of my good friends in school who were best friends were not on talking terms today.
Zizah and Pui Yee...I'm much closer to Zizah because we used to go to the same ex-secondary school. Zizah sits in between me and Pui Yee.

It was really a weird situation when 2 best friends who sit next to each other, don't talk to each other. I don't know whether to laugh or to show sympathy...whatever it was, it wasn't a nice situation at all.

During the second recess when Zizah went out of class, I took this opportunity to ask Pui Yee what had happened cause I knew that Zizah would tell me later. I gotta know Pui Yee's side before I hear Zizah's side cause if I hear Zizah's side first then I would be a bit bias.

Tears from Pui Yee's eyes and her side of the story. Then Zizah came and they quarrel, each telling their side.The truth was out but it was quite hard to believe though...LOL.
It was a matter of Trust--> Who do you trust? Your best friend or a new found friend?
Did your friend breach your trust or was your new friend "fishing"? (Fishing= simply say-->want to find out something, so they pretend they know... & you end up exposing it yourself...Most cops/police use this tactic)

Then after the short "sharing", Zizah went out, hurt that Pui Yee rather trust someone else.
Then Pui Yee said, "Hilda, you believe her or not?"
I replied, "It's hard to say because the other girl and Zizah are friends and there is a possibility but I trust my friend more than others loh"
Pui Yee said, "I don't believe loh. If you what will you do?"
I said," If me, I rather trust my good friend than someone else la."
Then Pui Yee said, "If it's real, your close friend break your trust?"
I replied,"If me, my good friend betray me...err, 1st time I let go, 2nd time I let go, 3rd time no more already. I mean I won't break the friendship because of a small thing or two. You fooled me once shame on you,YOu fooled me twice shame on me! 3rd time is melampau already la"

Gave her some time to think. I went to Zizah and reported status: Pui Yee doesn't really believe you.

Back to class. Pui Yee pulled me to the back and asked me something about Zizah and I answered truthfully. Then Pui Yee went out to Zizah and I don't know what happened there.
When they both came back in, both of them with teary eyes and sniffing so I said, "Woah, I didn't know you girls had a terrible flu..." LOL

During economy class, Wani W came into class with teary eyes and sniffing too...totally a diff case but sorta like the same reaction la. Zizah said to me, "Today so many people got FLU."

Yeah, so neways at least the day ended with both my good friends as normal like nothing happened...Turns out that the part of Pui Yee and Zizah outside the class...there was a process of apologizing and mending relationship and everything became normal :)

Wasn't that a crazy drama...the class of Upper 6 Aspirasi!

the class of 6 A 1

the vibes are all negative towards me n Pui Yee.
my class hates it whenever me or Pui Yee ask teachers questions.
Hey! If you don't understand, you ask question la right? Or if you're in doubt, you question teacher too right? Yeah, that's what we( Pui Yee and I) do la!

Well, the class in majority(not everyone in class but the majority gang)-->they hate it whenever me or Pui Yee ask Teacher questions.

Especially Niesa...she will say "Dah mula la tu!" or "Tak payah la" and stuffs like that.

Pui Yee ask questions because she doesn't understand la but I question teachers because I am not a person who Blindly Agrees with everything teacher says "just because someone in authority/higher rank/teacher SAYS SO!" I question because I disagree...

Ks, this post is not so much about who ask what. But it's about attitudes...mine, Asians, teachers and classmates (excluding Pui Yee,Praveen, Hazizah and a handful of neutral people). All Negative!

My school/class is not a healthy nor conducive place...The class mates also contribute a lot to this...And with this type of classmates, you people ask me WHY don't I want to go for Graduation? GO, FIGURE YOURSELF! Waste of $, waste of time, waste of effort, waste of every breath just to be with you people...I'm not referring to the minority gang but to the majority gang of 6 Aspirasi class 2009 of SMK Sri Pantai.

THIS is the ASIAN culture...to ask question is rude, bad and disrespectful.
When one questions the teacher...it's not acceptable.
Teachers are perceived as GOD! WHATEVER comes out from their mouth is considered as the TRUTH.
Teachers are always RIGHT/CORRECT! IT is NOT QUESTIONABLE!

I pay attention to words and I'm not a silly sheep who just stupidly agree to whatever crap/rubbish/lies/wrong teachings that come out of teachers.

I cannot accept things by the justification of "you must agree JUST BECAUSE TEACHER SAID SO!"

History lecture

Well, There was lectures today... History paper 1 and paper 2. The Lower 6 also joined us and about 15 upper 6 students from SMK Desa Taman Tun Hussien Onn came too...

A day of lecture about History..ZZZZZ

Form 6 Feast :)

yeah, as stated. Today was the Persatuan Tingkatan 6(PERTINA).

I was at the library around 1pm...waiting for 3pm la...I finish reading 9 BM newspaper on the rack. In 3-4 newspaper there was something about rugby :) Mostly about Sabah aka Borneo &s game which would be coming up soon. I also saw news about IPT(Institut Pengajian Tinggi) told to promote sports :) Yeah! Me Likey!

The event was suppose to start at 3pm la. Anyway it started at 4pm...then there was speeches and then token of appreciations...makan started at 5pm and the whole thing ended about 6pm la...

It was the first time Pui Yee, Praveen and I sang in a group of audience...LOL
We were all frogs...LOL. But the other Form 6 students were very supportive and it was fun la :) we enjoyed ourselves very much.

We had loads of fun singing West Life songs cause it was almost the only English songs available.

BTW: Yesterday was our BM teacher aka Bonda's birthday feast...

Tomorrow is the Pengajian Am seminar...10am to about 12.30pm...then we would be going to Wani Wahab's open house...LOL

Sunday pula...My class is once again pledged into Mr Nanda's extra classes....

There is 40 more days to STPM...

MUET speaking la

today was the MUET(Malaysian University English Test)
speaking component la...LOL
went to school, Ms Chung brief us about where to go and Ms Wong ask us to pray. Then we went up to the quarantine room which is the library. Briefing and check IC.
I was in the first group and as candidate C.
Then we took the exam in the SAL room(Self Assessment Learning)

the question was something about which one affects family reputation most?
a) behavior of family members
b) income of family members
c) education level of family members
d) occupation of family members


Task A is individual: read question and to prepare and present in 2 minutes
I got not enough points...Just one point and 2 examples...Introduction I did was to waste time then I went to my point with a lot of umm, and ahhs. I also spoke too fast and I ended abruptly as I really didn't have enough points la...aiyo.
Pui Yee's points were stronger than mine but she spoke a bit too soft for task A.

Task B is group discussion: prepare and 10 minutes to discuss
Neways the group discussion seemed like it was just me and Pui Yee only...Seemed like both of us was monopolizing...haiz.
Niesa and Eius wasn't talking, when we open the discussion Niesa and Eius was like err, and just said "I support candidate C" or "I agree with candidate C"...I was getting frustrated.
Time went on and I think we ended after 10 minutes...crazy la.

Haiyo...so teruk la.
BTW: I really don't understand why the MUET results takes so long to come back...a few months...crazy la.